May peace be upon you :) whoever chugais may be.
Life has been hard for me here except for those awesome vacations and happy days i guess.
Currently have problems w my roomate and so called bestfriend. (I know I shouldn't be posting about things like dis here but i dont know how else. Please dont read this post gais excuse me nak jadi gila jap). Idk why I always feel that it is never possible for me to be of the same room w her in another one year and a half. I am so cruel rite yeah i know but I just cant. I am probably the most inhumane and baddest bitch of all. I have tried so hard to not think this way tho but aaaaaaaaiiiiiii dont know what else to do to avoid these inevitable things god knows what from happening excuse me for being keling I just cant stand dis stressful days no moreeeeeeeee. Was it just me ? Aku ke yg jadi masalah aku ke yg bermasalah apa niiii
I know right form the start that this will eventually happen like those days in intec and I should have followed my heart to be far from this mess , far from her cuz I always aware that we're not meant to be living together and we fake like a lot I can feel it and I know she feels the same that sometimes I question myself 'was she being sincere ?' 'was her concern towards me real or is there any mutual benefit that she seeks for from being nice?' 'what am I to her?' People said that we're best friend. Why cant we be like one? Or are we actually best friends? this is madnesssssssss
enough of this mess I miss home. till we meet again bloggie.
Hm sedihnya. Rindunya rumah. Rindunya semua orang.
Ya Allah save me. D:
