Guess what, I finally manage to sort my problems out! (by this I meant my problem with that person and the 'nak pindah rumah' problem) Like all of them. Wholly. But yeah, it took quite awhile though.
Weehuu. I reckon this is because I finally understand what Operant Conditioning really is. Lul, jetjet saikologis lah kan apply apa yg dah belajar to daily life. Mihmih. So, sayonara memories. I will never look back now (I wish !). Experience had been cruel to me.
I reckon we're good this way. And I would love to keep it this way for the coming 3 semesters here. This 'serious way'. To talk only when necessary, and no more of those "from heart to heart" conversation. Like ever. Luckily, she's able to follow my way (this 'serious way'), even though there's a few times that she forgot what and how we are now. Well that is totally fine cuz I'll make the 'serious way' crystal clear to her. May sounds cruel but hey at least we wont have those hard feelings ever again. yes, you are welcome. Sorry not sorry, friend.
Above all, I seek for His guidance in dealing with this hectic life. Hope I made the right choice :)
Deal with your problems smartly guys. Life is too short to not be happy.
Cheers!