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Whoever you might be,
may you always be in Allah's blessings.
I actually here at this moment to ask for a favor. Please please please pray for me. For this final exam.
May everything in the exam is easy, is from the topics that i ve read and anything good for my final and for me at least ? Tak tahu kenapa tapi rasa nervous sgt nak exam this time. Mungkin sebab first exam which is stats, sangat lah menduka citakan. Tak de siapa nak repeat paper selama dia jadi student dan selama pengajian dia dalam tanggungan penaja (berhutang).
Moga semua mendapat keputusan cemerlang.
To whoever you guys may be...
Saturday, 14 November 2015
Tuesday, 3 November 2015
Harapan hancur.
Sedih. I am no longer strong. Too tired of this mess. Promised myself not to cry over this thing ever again but I cried but seriously I wasnt sure what made me. Too much pressure and depression perhaps.
About the housemate thingy, I ve made a drastic (well not really. It was more to mature) step by confessing every single thing that burdens me all this while thru whatsapp (approximately 2 weeks ago) bcs I am pretty sure I will cry so badly and cant speak properly (due to the sobbing) if I ever confront her. Plus, memang tak reti cakap sbb nanti pasti akan tertinggal apa yg nak cakap. Everything seems to be alright after that whatsapp incident. Daripada apa yg dia reply, hubungan ni seperti ada harapan untuk pulih macam dulu lagi dan sangatlah bersyukur sbb she reacted (reply) positively to what I ve said (in the Whatsapp msg)
And then it made me realized that moving out is so not gonna solve the problem UNTIL I realized she cant actually take it well. hancur harapanku aduhai.
Sedih lah bila hosmet sendiri macam dah tak nak and dah tak suka ngan kita ni.
Now I'm considering back the 'pindah rumah' idea. Told tuddy about this. And she didnt seem to want to let me go and she didnt want to be of the same room with 'her' either. Jadi, tersepit lah lagi si poor juno. Stress sbb rasa macam jahat rasa macam asyik nak meratap mengadu mintak pendapat pasal hosmet kat org lain sampai org lain pun bosan kot pastu terpaksa lah tahan sendiri sedih sebab taknak runsingkan org lain lagi dan meratap pula di blog huhu. I just want everything to be okay again and no it's not happening like what I have wanted it to be. So here I am, lari sana sini daripada masalah, menumpang kasih sayang orang lain for the time being (huhu bunyi nak sedih je) creates kebahagian sendiri dan study of course (not to mention kesedihan terhadap markah subjek kegemaran yg tak seberapa). Help me. :(
About the housemate thingy, I ve made a drastic (well not really. It was more to mature) step by confessing every single thing that burdens me all this while thru whatsapp (approximately 2 weeks ago) bcs I am pretty sure I will cry so badly and cant speak properly (due to the sobbing) if I ever confront her. Plus, memang tak reti cakap sbb nanti pasti akan tertinggal apa yg nak cakap. Everything seems to be alright after that whatsapp incident. Daripada apa yg dia reply, hubungan ni seperti ada harapan untuk pulih macam dulu lagi dan sangatlah bersyukur sbb she reacted (reply) positively to what I ve said (in the Whatsapp msg)
And then it made me realized that moving out is so not gonna solve the problem UNTIL I realized she cant actually take it well. hancur harapanku aduhai.
Sedih lah bila hosmet sendiri macam dah tak nak and dah tak suka ngan kita ni.
Now I'm considering back the 'pindah rumah' idea. Told tuddy about this. And she didnt seem to want to let me go and she didnt want to be of the same room with 'her' either. Jadi, tersepit lah lagi si poor juno. Stress sbb rasa macam jahat rasa macam asyik nak meratap mengadu mintak pendapat pasal hosmet kat org lain sampai org lain pun bosan kot pastu terpaksa lah tahan sendiri sedih sebab taknak runsingkan org lain lagi dan meratap pula di blog huhu. I just want everything to be okay again and no it's not happening like what I have wanted it to be. So here I am, lari sana sini daripada masalah, menumpang kasih sayang orang lain for the time being (huhu bunyi nak sedih je) creates kebahagian sendiri dan study of course (not to mention kesedihan terhadap markah subjek kegemaran yg tak seberapa). Help me. :(
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