Ramadhan People !

There it is.. Ramadhan is coming. The month full of blessings. This Sunday kot. Esok dah start terawih. Pretty much excited cuz at last I managed to watch pengumuman puasa kat tv, and kat rumah with le beloved family. Dah berapa tahun tak dapat tengok pengumuman kat tv ngan family kottt. 4 years? Adalah 4 tahun rasanya.
But the bad thing is that, I still dont think that I am enough ready to welcome this month to my daily life. God. Why oh WHY?? Yes! I do feel excited, like REALLY EXCITED to know that every single amalan that I did in this holy month of Ramadhan will give me loads of pahala. Ya Allah, I am so gonna grab these chances!
It's just that, idk, deep inside I know that I am not spiritually and mentally prepared yet. 70% maybe. Only!
Like today, I spent my time in front of my dearest lappy getting to know artists, bands, downloaded 3 songs from Best Coast, learning how to play ukulele thru tutorials in the utube blablabla (yes, tak de lah 24 jam menghadap laptop dan lagha ya. I baked brownies cheese cake today lul). Yesterday? More or less the same. Teruk perangai.
But tadi time Maghrib I had this little conversation with Ibu.

Me: Dah lama tak first day Ramadhan kat rumah. Esok kita dah kene terawih tau *tapping her lap*
Ibu: Haah. Bagus lah korang ade kat rumah.
Me: Jom terawih kat surau !
Ibu: Haah. Memang ada berniat jugak. Kamu ade ni boleh pegi sama. Kalau tak ibu tak de kawan.
Me: yey ! :'''

Dan akhirnya, saya pon bersemangat semula untuk menyambut Ramadhan tahun ini. Lol tetibe je kan.. 70% ---> 100% Mother's aura isnt it?

So that's it. It's twelve already. And I think it's enough for today's confession in blog. Jap ! Today kan... That  one person had somehow shocked me. ok I wont say much abt this. ngehehe
To be continued tomorrow................