Of keys and notes: Random Updates

Not in the mood to write yet already have Wordless Wednesday post previously so RIP my laziness. Perhaps I got to write anyway sebelum rasa malas ni melarat dan blog ini nanti tinggal jadi dongeng sahaja. I wont let that happen. so, WHAT TO WRITE NI??

AHA ! How abt the most cliche topic : FRIENDS. muahahaha AGAIN. So what? I have had this crisis for 2 years approximately cuz it is hard kot to know who is really your friend who will always be there. People or I would say teenagers will eventually come to the point of their life which they will realize who really matters, who never did, who always will (the list goes on and on and on)

The final week in Intec had shown it all. Finally. I managed to see and clarify it all. Ahh thank god I am no longer trapped. kalau tak this thing will ruin my holiday, thinking and put me in resentment. I guess now I know and understand each of my friends deeply, knowing their roles characters existence in my life. Aaahh what a relief.

Before that, people have to know that I'm never that prejudice bitch here. I would say, since I entered TGB I have never judged people like I used to before (I used to judge just by looking at them strangers). TGB had somehow changed me.

I've been learning them for almost 2 years and I believe 2 years is more than enough cuz we went thru everything. What I learn is that people can either inspire or drain you and you have to pick them wisely. Hm rasanya tak payah la kot mention siapa yg itu siapa yg ini cuz I love them all now despite how they disappoint me sometimes.

To QilaJemmy or Qilos Amigos.

Sorry to never really look at you as a true friend like you used to all this time. I dont really know what kind of friend I am. I suck at valuing friends. I have never thought you would care. I have never thought you would say that I am the person you have always loved the most in ohio. Srsly you can always say it is Syeri that you love the most Hani, Anis Mas or anyone else. It's okay. I have always hurt your feelings kot. I only care abt Hani, how to please her how can I fix my friendship with her and I never really hear you and I know you can see how selfish I am. But yeah, you proved that, true friends will always accept their best friend's flaws. Ah. Jemmy kau buat aku terharu sangat ni. hm. ok. Thank you.

Now I know what true friends are thanks to you guys.