Assalamualaikum and Hello again dearest Bloggie!
It's finally the end of 2017! WOW! (Well less than 2 hours from now still).
Cant believe I am finally employed and most importantly managed to make time to update wemji sistur so :") I mean Ive been blogging as a carefree (?), nah always worried-about-assignments-and-presentations-and-graduating student but now, I'm someone's employee like someone's finally hired me and entrust me with doing something important! Sorry, I still cant fully brain the fact that I'm carrying this massive (em I just have to exaggerate kahkah) responsibility on my petite shoulders. Yall know I dont like (I wouldnt say I hate now cuz Imma big girl) commitments! It's just been so very different this time. I mean, unlike being a student where you can skip class/lecture/tutorial whatever it is whenever you feel like to, this time around, with job/being an employee, you cant simply do that. Well if your acting skills is superb maybe you can take (read: fake) MC and not coming to work but deep down you know that you cant always do that right?
So yeah, my life has been as repetitive and as cruel and punishing as ever. God has tested me real hard on my very first job. Many has left and was planning to while I am struggling to keep surviving and sane. I made a new friend (a special one) just before I entered my working life. He's special cuz he's the very first guy that understands me even when I dont and discovered the real me. Sobs I'm so touched lol. But it seems like we're no longer.. close I'd say. Cuz we used to share our thoughts and our dreams and sadness, now we barely communicate or even know how's each other coping with life. I know it was my fault for creating such barrier between us but idk I sort of not gonna put 100% blame on myself. Life happens and life has really drowned me and I think he has other things to take care of too so yeah. I maybe just somebody he used to know now. huhu. It's sad I must say. Idk if I should move on now.
Despite all that, I am reaally grateful that I met amazing and kindhearted people at work. They have been supporting me when I was at my lowest, and have never even sighed whenever I seek their help. Like ever. I dont know what have I done to deserve such angels in my life. Huhu.
So I think I have a love-hate relationship with 2017. Like, 2017 was so punishing to me (cried a lottt this year) but 2017 was indeed the best teacher.
Okay la, malas nak type dah haha! LOL. I just hope 2018 gonna be a good one and I cant wait for a better me next year. Hoping for a lesser temporary people too. Pray for my job, pray for my jodoh guys kbai.
Finally, I hope to see myself in the next blog update hihi. I just dont have the time to write these days :/
Good night and Happy New Year to me myself and bloggie. yey Bye!
Sunday, 31 December 2017
Monday, 27 March 2017
Embarking on a NEW JOURNEY!
Helloyh bloggie!
(helloyh cuz I miss Australian accent so much rn huhu)
Let's fast forward things after the interview with mas thingy shall we? Okay! So, 4-5 days after the interview sesh, I got an email from mas telling that ... IVE PASSED the iv and HAVE BEEN SELECTED as the CustomerCare Executive :') All praises to HIM. I was so happy.
Oh yeah. I made some 'seasonal' reflection again yesterday. Yesterday after watching 'how to be single' I realised that I have had so many questions in my head unanswered, all this while. Thank goodness I now understand and realise a few important things about life, about love, and everything revolves around them.Ceh yep yep.
2017 has been so veryy different for me. It's not like what I have ever experienced before. TOTALLY. As you get older, the more responsibility come before you. The more you have to let go, the more you have to take into consideration. Priorities change, and so will your life, Eventually, Totally, till at one point you will realise that, your body gets tired easily day by day and mentally overwhelmed-- wanting time to stop and reminiscing those good old days where things weren't that demanding like what you are currently facing. Phew.
Thank goodness, Im no longer fragile now I guess. It's just that I dont think Im ready to enter whatsoevr phase after this. Im just ready to travel the world yet my savings still say I dont. UGH.
Alrighty that's all fer today! Gotta continue house hunting huhuhu! BYE
(helloyh cuz I miss Australian accent so much rn huhu)
Let's fast forward things after the interview with mas thingy shall we? Okay! So, 4-5 days after the interview sesh, I got an email from mas telling that ... IVE PASSED the iv and HAVE BEEN SELECTED as the CustomerCare Executive :') All praises to HIM. I was so happy.
Oh yeah. I made some 'seasonal' reflection again yesterday. Yesterday after watching 'how to be single' I realised that I have had so many questions in my head unanswered, all this while. Thank goodness I now understand and realise a few important things about life, about love, and everything revolves around them.Ceh yep yep.
2017 has been so veryy different for me. It's not like what I have ever experienced before. TOTALLY. As you get older, the more responsibility come before you. The more you have to let go, the more you have to take into consideration. Priorities change, and so will your life, Eventually, Totally, till at one point you will realise that, your body gets tired easily day by day and mentally overwhelmed-- wanting time to stop and reminiscing those good old days where things weren't that demanding like what you are currently facing. Phew.
Thank goodness, Im no longer fragile now I guess. It's just that I dont think Im ready to enter whatsoevr phase after this. Im just ready to travel the world yet my savings still say I dont. UGH.
Alrighty that's all fer today! Gotta continue house hunting huhuhu! BYE
Wednesday, 1 March 2017
Sedih
Been listening to this new song by iamneeta for like what 5 times (?) straight. haha. cuz it's so relate-able at this moment, aah saja mengundang padah ikut perasaan kahkah.
Well that's not the case, my days have been so sad down gloomy ever since. Idk if I could make this through. Idk how to too. Idk if I can really move on. :(( It breaks my heart to even think of it, worse, I cant help myself but think abt it. Why is it so hard when it comes to my life story :( Been trying to distract myself but haha I failed each time. Oh my goodness the interview is approaching but I cant seem to stay focus to this iv preparation. Lord help me..
okay, Imma cry myself to sleep once again I guess. I promise to make progress (for the iv) tomorrow huhu. Goodnight bloggie :'(
Well that's not the case, my days have been so sad down gloomy ever since. Idk if I could make this through. Idk how to too. Idk if I can really move on. :(( It breaks my heart to even think of it, worse, I cant help myself but think abt it. Why is it so hard when it comes to my life story :( Been trying to distract myself but haha I failed each time. Oh my goodness the interview is approaching but I cant seem to stay focus to this iv preparation. Lord help me..
okay, Imma cry myself to sleep once again I guess. I promise to make progress (for the iv) tomorrow huhu. Goodnight bloggie :'(
Saturday, 25 February 2017
INTERVIEW ! #1
Hello mello bello!
Fuh it's been a while since I last brag abt my life. Haha. Been so lost and busy is my excuse I guess. AND I HAVE GRADUATED!! ALHAMDULILLAH!! Mahgadd I am one of the alumni now! hihi
Anddd, here comes the next phase which I didnt quite like about at first. kahkah. THE JOB HUNTING PHASE!!! (aka interview here interview there ugh dead). Last interview rasanya masa kat TGB. Mock interview. That was like 6 yrs ago. Attended the SL1M open interview/career fair @pwtc last Tues and Wed. haha! My job hunting journey was horrible (well sort of). I supposed to at least attended an interview at any company on Tues (as planned) but ended up changing my plan after I arrived at the venue lols. Mainly bcs, tertinggal fon and passport sized pics LOL! Maybe sbb rushing dari rumah Mens huhu. Plus, masa dtg mashaAllah ramainya manusiaa, dah macam sadin, wic actually reflects the ugly truth; ramai gila org unemployed kat msia! dari budak lepas spm sampai lah nenek nenek pon ada cari kerja huhu. So we (me, djah) wasted (tak waste sgtlah) our time by surveying and aiming for companies yg betul2 nak gi the next day AND manage to register ourselves that day. Banyak gila companies tak pernah dengar too.
So the next day, haha travel gak, From tumpang Mens gi KLIA, to naik UBER from KLIA to KL sentral, naik LRT to Putra. whew (lepas dua hari jalan KL the next day terus sakit satu badan haha). Alhamdulillah, sbb dah second day kot, org dah tak seramai first day, but still sadin! Ohyeah, I aimed for HR dpmt that day. Dapatlah gi interview dgn first, Msia Airports (sebenarnya salah booth, ingat Msia Airports tu Msia Airlines at first sbb gelabah ngat tak perasan banner Msia Airports) then, gi Msia Airlines (booth sebelah je), then nak gi iv Irshad Consultancy smthg sbb dia ada offer HR but bila tanya balik dia nak strictly at least 6 mnths unemployed duh. and pastu gi Brainy Bunch iv gak and lastly gi letak resume kat JCorp (sbb dia takde wak-in iv). Haha. who wouldve thot iv can be addicting! I swear after having an iv session with Msia Airports neves tu 79.99% hilang! pastu ingat nak gi iv n drop resume kat company lain but dah habis dah resume lol. So we headed home.
The next day sebenarnya ada iv kat seremban but cancel tiket from bp to seremban semua 2 hours b4 naik bas sbb tetibe gugel2 rupanya academic consultant kat msia macam buat bisnes je wic obviously not my liking. Burn satu tiket huhu.
Alhamdulillah the next day wic is yesterday, dapat reply email from MAS. They invited me for an iv session for Customer Care Executivein Customer Experience Assurance Department AND most interestingly it is a permanent job offer! huhu. andd standard lah me being me, gelabah lg. Actually apa2 berkaitan bahagian customer care lah yg nak dielakkan sbb tak berapa minat huhu. dapat yg nak dielak gak huhu. So after considering this offer with my family and friends, i decided to give this a go. huhu. and the iv is next Friday at KLIA. plis wish me luck and pray for me guysss I really look forward to this one.
Okay lah till then. Got lotsa research to be done ni. Salam!
Fuh it's been a while since I last brag abt my life. Haha. Been so lost and busy is my excuse I guess. AND I HAVE GRADUATED!! ALHAMDULILLAH!! Mahgadd I am one of the alumni now! hihi
Anddd, here comes the next phase which I didnt quite like about at first. kahkah. THE JOB HUNTING PHASE!!! (aka interview here interview there ugh dead). Last interview rasanya masa kat TGB. Mock interview. That was like 6 yrs ago. Attended the SL1M open interview/career fair @pwtc last Tues and Wed. haha! My job hunting journey was horrible (well sort of). I supposed to at least attended an interview at any company on Tues (as planned) but ended up changing my plan after I arrived at the venue lols. Mainly bcs, tertinggal fon and passport sized pics LOL! Maybe sbb rushing dari rumah Mens huhu. Plus, masa dtg mashaAllah ramainya manusiaa, dah macam sadin, wic actually reflects the ugly truth; ramai gila org unemployed kat msia! dari budak lepas spm sampai lah nenek nenek pon ada cari kerja huhu. So we (me, djah) wasted (tak waste sgtlah) our time by surveying and aiming for companies yg betul2 nak gi the next day AND manage to register ourselves that day. Banyak gila companies tak pernah dengar too.
So the next day, haha travel gak, From tumpang Mens gi KLIA, to naik UBER from KLIA to KL sentral, naik LRT to Putra. whew (lepas dua hari jalan KL the next day terus sakit satu badan haha). Alhamdulillah, sbb dah second day kot, org dah tak seramai first day, but still sadin! Ohyeah, I aimed for HR dpmt that day. Dapatlah gi interview dgn first, Msia Airports (sebenarnya salah booth, ingat Msia Airports tu Msia Airlines at first sbb gelabah ngat tak perasan banner Msia Airports) then, gi Msia Airlines (booth sebelah je), then nak gi iv Irshad Consultancy smthg sbb dia ada offer HR but bila tanya balik dia nak strictly at least 6 mnths unemployed duh. and pastu gi Brainy Bunch iv gak and lastly gi letak resume kat JCorp (sbb dia takde wak-in iv). Haha. who wouldve thot iv can be addicting! I swear after having an iv session with Msia Airports neves tu 79.99% hilang! pastu ingat nak gi iv n drop resume kat company lain but dah habis dah resume lol. So we headed home.
The next day sebenarnya ada iv kat seremban but cancel tiket from bp to seremban semua 2 hours b4 naik bas sbb tetibe gugel2 rupanya academic consultant kat msia macam buat bisnes je wic obviously not my liking. Burn satu tiket huhu.
Alhamdulillah the next day wic is yesterday, dapat reply email from MAS. They invited me for an iv session for Customer Care Executivein Customer Experience Assurance Department AND most interestingly it is a permanent job offer! huhu. andd standard lah me being me, gelabah lg. Actually apa2 berkaitan bahagian customer care lah yg nak dielakkan sbb tak berapa minat huhu. dapat yg nak dielak gak huhu. So after considering this offer with my family and friends, i decided to give this a go. huhu. and the iv is next Friday at KLIA. plis wish me luck and pray for me guysss I really look forward to this one.
Okay lah till then. Got lotsa research to be done ni. Salam!
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