At first I thought the route to L was the worst part of getting that damn driving licence. I was wrong... P. Was. The. Worst. Of. All. So this time I'm gonna write everything (abt this driving thing) that keeps on bothering me this whole month of Dish**ber. Sorry this entry gonna be super long I might be rude and I'm gonna describe each and every details abt what act happen to my awful and messed up life this month
1. My teacher was super garang that he'll get all angry and shitty (sorry, but I mean langsung tak lek) each time I made mistake. I dont think he's able to understand that on my first class I have never drove a car before and I went to that effin driving school cuz I wanna learn how to drive and I know nothing abt driving a car. Ow snap! Well cikgu, kalau saya dah pandai saya tak nak pun pegi sekolah ni ok..
2. On my second class, he said, "Awak ni kenapa? Tak nak dengar cakap saya ke?!" (over and over again and I feel like stuffing his mouth with smthg or kick him out of the car) just because I failed to follow his non-stop commands and I said nothing when he's giving his lecture and got angry. Well what did he expect for me to say anyway? Didn't he know that I suffer from that syndrome where my neutral expression and reaction make it looks like I'm the most rebellious student he ever had??? Duh. Knock it off already please.
"Dah kalau tak nak dengar cakap saya tak payah belajar! Turun! Saya tak nak ajar orang yang tak dengar arahan saya!" I hope I could be deaf that time. So, latihan kat jalan raya hari tu setakat tu je lah. I was all screwed up.
3. Severe mental breakdown put me in the worst depression ever. I firmly decided to quit this. But as expected my parents wont let me do that. So, I had been thinking of changing driving school (change my driving teacher to be accurate) for days. Googling and asking some other driving teachers whether can I actually change my driving teacher. Fortunately the answer is yes. I was happy as heylll! But then I realised that I got another big problem. How am I supposed to say to my current driving teacher abt this?? Argh. Takkan lah nak cakap, "cikgu, saya sebenarnya dah tak nak belajar dengan cikgu lagi. saya nak tukar sekolah memandu." If only that was easy.
4. Berhari jugak merintih dan mengadu dengan ibu dan sahabat handai yg tak henti henti bagi semangat. So, lepas lebih kurang seminggu stop belajar saya pon menggagahkan juga diri ini untuk sambung kelas. Ibu kinda shocked cuz I told her that I dont wanna continue this freakin driving class for a month. Well actually I dont quite know what changes my mind either. Perhaps I'm just tired of getting tired and living in this never-ending dilemma. Hm, I just realized that I can sometimes be unpredictable.
5. Starting to hate that Senyum song by Aziz Harun (?) sebab each time I went to driving class lagu tu kebetulan main kat radio kat kereta cikgu and I seriously hate everything that has to do with driving class whatsoever walaupun takde kaitan and how am I supposed to smile when I knew my day is going to be asdfghjkl-ed up?
6. Anyway, it's true that it gets better. Daripada tak reti control clutch and steering I now can pass all the halangan, parking sisi, 3 penjuru, "S" (so far tak pernah fail halangan ni lol), bukit and "Z" (so far paling susah). Hm lemme rate myself la ye, hm 7.79/10 kot. hmmm sbb kadang ok kadang tak, so no consistency there.
I learn that pain and suffering are the fuel for my journey and I have to embrace em anyways. Plus, I learn that dalam banyak2 sekolah, it's driving school that I hate the most! For real. Aaaa I cant help it. I hate that bunga tahi ayam driving school !
All in all, even though my teacher was super garang that I cant stand him, deep inside I have to admit that he's great as a teacher. Berdisiplin, berhemah, skema (k haha), bertanggungjawab. He has all that qualities. Dia cuma kadang2 lupa yg student dia gi sekolah sbb tak pandai bawak kereta bukan dah mahir bawak kereta (and logik la buat salah). And cepat panas baran. Tu je.
Can't wait to get you P. Moga dipermudahkan segalanya amin...
5. Starting to hate that Senyum song by Aziz Harun (?) sebab each time I went to driving class lagu tu kebetulan main kat radio kat kereta cikgu and I seriously hate everything that has to do with driving class whatsoever walaupun takde kaitan and how am I supposed to smile when I knew my day is going to be asdfghjkl-ed up?
6. Anyway, it's true that it gets better. Daripada tak reti control clutch and steering I now can pass all the halangan, parking sisi, 3 penjuru, "S" (so far tak pernah fail halangan ni lol), bukit and "Z" (so far paling susah). Hm lemme rate myself la ye, hm 7.79/10 kot. hmmm sbb kadang ok kadang tak, so no consistency there.
I learn that pain and suffering are the fuel for my journey and I have to embrace em anyways. Plus, I learn that dalam banyak2 sekolah, it's driving school that I hate the most! For real. Aaaa I cant help it. I hate that bunga tahi ayam driving school !
All in all, even though my teacher was super garang that I cant stand him, deep inside I have to admit that he's great as a teacher. Berdisiplin, berhemah, skema (k haha), bertanggungjawab. He has all that qualities. Dia cuma kadang2 lupa yg student dia gi sekolah sbb tak pandai bawak kereta bukan dah mahir bawak kereta (and logik la buat salah). And cepat panas baran. Tu je.
Can't wait to get you P. Moga dipermudahkan segalanya amin...











































































